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[volitaunt]

"Hey, try again later."

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i don't

i'll be fine.

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You're full of shit.

I already assigned someone to your file, in case you change your mind. You won't have to wait as long. They'll contact you with an appt time and date. It's up to you to say yes or no.

Go. Even if you sit there and say nothing for an hour.

Or just talk about her. Who she was. What she did.

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[ There's a long silence on Poe's end, while he sits down on his floor, back against the bed.

BB-8 rolls over to him and leans his head dome against Poe's arm until he lifts it and the droid can tuck himself in next to Poe's thigh. ]

i'll go.

[ For John, he'll go. ]

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Good.

It wasn't your fault. Not this time. Remember that.

Maybe she's with her sister now.

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maybe.

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Where are you?

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john, you don't owe me any of this.

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You're right.

I don't need to owe you anything to give a damn.

We're still comrades.

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i'm at the apartment. finn's and mine.

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When's the last time you ate anything near decent?

Don't lie to me.

[John knows all the tricks.]

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[ That almost, almost gets a smile out of Poe, even if it's a tired one. ]

finn got us takeout last night.

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Did you eat it?

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some.

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Yeah, I'm still sending Finn home with food.

He has orders to make you eat it, and to use force if necessary.

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i'm not a six year old.

[ He remembers ALL TOO WELL trying to feed a pack of mistrustful hellions okay. ]

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I've met more agreeable six year olds.

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takes one to know one.

[ A noise that could qualify as a laugh. BB-8 swivels his dome to look up at Poe and makes an inquiring noise. ]

It's John, bud.

[ A SUDDEN EXCITED BEEPING and BB-8 broadcasts a flood of ones and zeroes over Poe's device.

Until Poe gets him to stop, anyway.]

bee says hi.

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[BB-8 chirps and John smiles.

For a moment, he almost forgets Poe broke up with him. Everything feels like it used to.

Then, with a violent wrenching of his heart, he remembers.]

Hey B.

Take care of this idiot, would you?

I don't want to have to scrape him off the runway.

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[ BB-8 cuts in again with a cheerful noise of confirmation, and Poe gives the droid's dome a fond shove. ]

Stop that.

[ A pause. ]

pretty sure you've already done that last part. couple of times.

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[John will pick up Poe as many times as he falls down.

Together or apart.

But he can't say that. Not without crossing the line Poe drew between them.]

What can I say. I've always had a thing for search and rescue.

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you know i'd do it for you too, right?

[deploy]

[John wants to believe that, but he can't let himself. It's safer if he doesn't expect anything, and just appreciates Poe's words for what they are.

A nice thought.]

Sure.

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[ John doesn't believe him.

It knocks the bottom out from under any strength he might have taken from this conversation.

John doesn't believe him, and he has no reason to. ]

anyway. thanks.

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Take care of yourself.

It'll get better.

[That's what he keeps telling himself.]

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[ Poe lets his head fall back to rest against the side of the bed, throat tightening all over again. ]

yeah.

[ Just like sure.

A nice thought. ]