[ Walking away and storming out are two very different things, particularly when done for the sake of one's own sanity. Her feelings, her reactions, didn't matter--not when she was the one who wanted to work with his torturer. She had a right to them, sure. But he had no reason to respect them. ]
It's not just about the idea.
[ He's not sure how to frame it. He has no explanation for how deep the cut goes, how much damage Leia taking Ren's side in the face of his atrocities did. He won't (can't) think of himself as a survivor. He doesn't (can't) think of himself as a victim. Without that, there's no way for him to say She took the side that made me into nothing. All he can say is that is that she sided with his torturer, but that seems to mean little or nothing to the two of them. ]
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Date: 2018-02-09 07:18 pm (UTC)It's not just about the idea.
[ He's not sure how to frame it. He has no explanation for how deep the cut goes, how much damage Leia taking Ren's side in the face of his atrocities did. He won't (can't) think of himself as a survivor. He doesn't (can't) think of himself as a victim. Without that, there's no way for him to say She took the side that made me into nothing. All he can say is that is that she sided with his torturer, but that seems to mean little or nothing to the two of them. ]
Thank you.