[ He's a pilot in a war. Of course, it would be normal to him to go in small stretches. And she can't suggest for him to possibly take something for sleep when it's just natural for him to do that. She gets that part.
It's the waking up screaming and reaching for - for fighting off - something that isn't' there that hits her deeply. She knows that there is nothing 'okay' about that, no matter how many times she's tried to tell herself it is. It's part of the reason she doesn't really want to bring anyone home (along with not trusting many people).
She closes her eyes and gives her head the smallest shake, resisting the urge to argue further. ]
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Date: 2017-12-25 07:00 am (UTC)It's the waking up screaming and reaching for - for fighting off - something that isn't' there that hits her deeply. She knows that there is nothing 'okay' about that, no matter how many times she's tried to tell herself it is. It's part of the reason she doesn't really want to bring anyone home (along with not trusting many people).
She closes her eyes and gives her head the smallest shake, resisting the urge to argue further. ]
Whatever you say.
[ She pushes herself back up from the bed. ]