[ He should know. He shouldn't be content to let her lead him into her room, he shouldn't be okay with confusion. He wants his head to work properly again. He wants his X-wing, he wants a target, he wants anything but this moon and its endless rounds of safe routines that don't feel natural in the least.
He doesn't know how to live without the possibility of dying. He doesn't know what to do with himself when his friends are the ones taking the lead.
But he doesn't say anything, either, as she draws him in to her space. Because it's still true: when it comes to what he needs right now, he has no idea. ]
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Date: 2017-12-22 07:39 am (UTC)He doesn't know how to live without the possibility of dying. He doesn't know what to do with himself when his friends are the ones taking the lead.
But he doesn't say anything, either, as she draws him in to her space. Because it's still true: when it comes to what he needs right now, he has no idea. ]