[ He still feels like this will turn out to be a spectacularly wrong course of action. The other shoe always drops, and it's past due on this moon. He thinks that about a lot of things that he winds up doing, though.
Finn tries not to think about it. Just puts his energy into thinking stay calm on loop, which never actually makes him calm, but it can give him enough of a focus point to hold his nerve and function. That's almost the same.
So he lets go of the bag, fingers feeling stiff and uncoordinated. He sits, trying to forcefully temper the energy telling him to get back to climbing the walls, for lack of a better term. Finn already knows it won't work forever; his heart rate's got plans of its own for the rest of the day.
Perhaps most importantly in the meantime: what could be the most halfhearted argument he's ever tried to commit to. ]
I don't need water. Why would I possibly need water right now?
[ Does Poe ever make sense for more than a short burst at a time? (Yes. Not right now but yeah.) ]
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Date: 2017-12-08 03:49 pm (UTC)Finn tries not to think about it. Just puts his energy into thinking stay calm on loop, which never actually makes him calm, but it can give him enough of a focus point to hold his nerve and function. That's almost the same.
So he lets go of the bag, fingers feeling stiff and uncoordinated. He sits, trying to forcefully temper the energy telling him to get back to climbing the walls, for lack of a better term. Finn already knows it won't work forever; his heart rate's got plans of its own for the rest of the day.
Perhaps most importantly in the meantime: what could be the most halfhearted argument he's ever tried to commit to. ]
I don't need water. Why would I possibly need water right now?
[ Does Poe ever make sense for more than a short burst at a time? (Yes. Not right now but yeah.) ]