Why? Why give a droid emotions no human wants. If I was building a person, I wouldn’t build them with the capacity for sadness or fear.
[John shakes his head, which is stupid every time he does it. Because his neck is already torqued up with tension, and his skull feels like it’s in a vice. The headache is coming. Dark and ugly. He really doesn’t need more of that in his life, but he probably deserves it.
It’s hard to play the victim knowing he did this to himself. Even drunk, John’s all too aware of his own stupidity. Hell, he was aware when he was in the act. It wasn’t so much stupidity as self-destruction. He’d hurt himself, and then he’d come crawling to Poe.
John hopes BB-8 doesn’t know what pathetic feels like.]
You know what, I should probably go. I’m starting to feel better already.
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Date: 2018-08-10 04:33 pm (UTC)[John shakes his head, which is stupid every time he does it. Because his neck is already torqued up with tension, and his skull feels like it’s in a vice. The headache is coming. Dark and ugly. He really doesn’t need more of that in his life, but he probably deserves it.
It’s hard to play the victim knowing he did this to himself. Even drunk, John’s all too aware of his own stupidity. Hell, he was aware when he was in the act. It wasn’t so much stupidity as self-destruction. He’d hurt himself, and then he’d come crawling to Poe.
John hopes BB-8 doesn’t know what pathetic feels like.]
You know what, I should probably go. I’m starting to feel better already.