[John rewards him with a kiss, rough and claiming. He wants it to linger on Poe's lips even after he pulls away.
It's true John's let Poe have his way with him, a lot more than once. Those two nights he stripped him to the bone, and all the others he'd submitted in smaller, more subtle ways. Let him choose the time and place. Set the pace. Use his body when he wants, how he wants, while still being so careful not to push him back. Because he doesn't want to lose him.
John trusts Poe, but he's afraid of him, too. What he means to John, and the iron fist he has around his heart. He's bared so much of himself, more and more, every time Poe demands. Eventually, John is certain Poe will see enough not to want him anymore. That scares him most of all.
This is another side of John, different than Poe's seen before, and even now, he doesn't know if Poe will like it, but he wants to show him. To go as far as Poe went, and see more of him, too. He doesn't want to be naked alone.
If John thinks about this too long, the why, he gets into his head, and that's a dangerous place to be. So he turns it all off. Goes to the same place he goes when he needs to take command, and can't afford to second-guess himself.
He moves back off the bed, and picks up the rope. He runs the length of it between his fingers, with a whisper of silk against leather, and winds it loosely around his arm.]
You can talk, but you can't move. I need you to be still.
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Date: 2018-03-17 08:29 pm (UTC)It's true John's let Poe have his way with him, a lot more than once. Those two nights he stripped him to the bone, and all the others he'd submitted in smaller, more subtle ways. Let him choose the time and place. Set the pace. Use his body when he wants, how he wants, while still being so careful not to push him back. Because he doesn't want to lose him.
John trusts Poe, but he's afraid of him, too. What he means to John, and the iron fist he has around his heart. He's bared so much of himself, more and more, every time Poe demands. Eventually, John is certain Poe will see enough not to want him anymore. That scares him most of all.
This is another side of John, different than Poe's seen before, and even now, he doesn't know if Poe will like it, but he wants to show him. To go as far as Poe went, and see more of him, too. He doesn't want to be naked alone.
If John thinks about this too long, the why, he gets into his head, and that's a dangerous place to be. So he turns it all off. Goes to the same place he goes when he needs to take command, and can't afford to second-guess himself.
He moves back off the bed, and picks up the rope. He runs the length of it between his fingers, with a whisper of silk against leather, and winds it loosely around his arm.]
You can talk, but you can't move. I need you to be still.
Do you think you can do that?