[For this to work, John has to remain in control. If he doubts himself, or loses his nerve for even a minute, everything will fall apart. John is a skilled man, and he trusts in his abilities and experience to come out of most situations on top, but he isn't a confident man in and of himself.
John doesn't have the gut strength Poe does. He isn't entirely sure he's up to this, that he can be for Poe what he is to him, a figure of strength, someone he can trust to hold him through thick and thin, but he wants to.
He crosses the room to Poe, puts one hand on his chest, and pushes him back onto the bed. Sitting or standing. Poe is heavier, stronger, but John has leverage, and Poe has the bed at the back of his knees.
Looking down at him, he plants a knee between his legs, and places one gloved hand over his throat. Eyes hard, because he has to be hard in order to go to this vulnerable place.]
You're going to listen to me, understand? I was good for you. Be good for me.
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Date: 2018-03-17 08:00 pm (UTC)[For this to work, John has to remain in control. If he doubts himself, or loses his nerve for even a minute, everything will fall apart. John is a skilled man, and he trusts in his abilities and experience to come out of most situations on top, but he isn't a confident man in and of himself.
John doesn't have the gut strength Poe does. He isn't entirely sure he's up to this, that he can be for Poe what he is to him, a figure of strength, someone he can trust to hold him through thick and thin, but he wants to.
He crosses the room to Poe, puts one hand on his chest, and pushes him back onto the bed. Sitting or standing. Poe is heavier, stronger, but John has leverage, and Poe has the bed at the back of his knees.
Looking down at him, he plants a knee between his legs, and places one gloved hand over his throat. Eyes hard, because he has to be hard in order to go to this vulnerable place.]
You're going to listen to me, understand? I was good for you. Be good for me.